Pretty Simple

Goal 1 - accomplished

pinky — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 06:07:30 +0000

I am so happy today. I made it. I was able to apply TFAR and has been very successful. It is true that there’s no harm in trying. I’ve removed that negative impressions and now unexpectedly turned into positive results. I feel so good, though it maybe just a simple thing or no big deal for others but for me it’s an accomplishment.

I have put into action all the learnings that a friend has taught me. Not only applying methods but also with the help of prayers everyday.

A priest has visited our office and each of us was given a card. A daily prayer is written on it. He said that the prayer is powerful. Must be pray often wherever we may be. So I memorized it then make it a habit. It’s really amazing. I feel how much I loved by the almighty and his presence as well.

I suggest that whoever drops my page. These can help you a lot.

” COME LORD JESUS, COME INTO MY LIFE, BLESS ME, HELP ME, HEAL ME”

” COME LORD JESUS, COME INTO MY LIFE, BLESS ME, HELP, HEAL ME”

” JESUS, BLESS ME WITH YOUR LOVE, FILL ME WITH YOUR SPIRIT, GUARD ME WITH YOUR ANGELS “

Empty for now

pinky — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 03:02:55 +0000

I went to an orientation last night. Thinking it would help me do away with my financial problems. I never really like to join orientation especially when it comes to networking. But the fact that I wanted to find my way to achieved my goals, I got interested. Nothing to loose anyways. It is so amazing that a 22 year old had earned that big. Everything that the speaker have said makes me realize that we need to set our goals well. This connects to the TFAR that a friend also has taught me about.

I have so many learning that night. But today I am back to my senses and started to bothered about payments.

I hate these kind of life. I wanted change just like those successful members, who have really tried so hard to reach their dreams.

I wanted to be like them. I’m sick and tired with my everyday routine.

Soon I will be like them and I shall prove it whatever it takes.

if I have plenty

pinky — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 05:32:52 +0000

If I have plenty of money:

- I will make my mum happy, treat her to the place that she likes to have a vacation with.

- Help my cousins finish their schools

- To my friends and relatives who badly needs money, I will let them borrow without any INTEREST.

I am pissed of to myself, everytime I lend money since I really have no other options but to acquire a certain amount for my needs. There’s no right to complain because that’s my choice and have accepted the conditions. Though I think it’s too much to give an interest rate of 12% for 25 days?!It’s no good. I hope they are very much happy. That they will get richer. May all the interest that they add on, will be thrown 3 times back to them someday!

heavy loads

pinky — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 04:58:05 +0000

Today, I am very much pressured. So many deadlines tomorrow and I don’t know how or where will I look for sufficient funds. I am afraid I will not be able to achieve my first goal one week from now, but still hoping I could make it through. I must always think positive, that’s what a friend taught me.

I think so many things, that it seems I am lossing temper, becoming moody and avoids conversation with anyone.

I pray that the Lord, will enlighten and show me what to do.

“Come Lord Jesus, Come into my life, BLess me, help me, heal me…Jesus Bless me with your love, Fill me with your spirit, Guide me with your angels”

Goal Setting

pinky — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 04:42:56 +0000


I really don’t know what is exactly my goals in life, or how should I name them. All I know is that I wanted to live a simple, contented and happy lifestyle. But, then I know for a fact that living in this world is always have to be in a roller coaster ride.
My learnings in school from kindergarten upto now has strengthen my knowledge and skills. Improves my awareness and capability to understand what the world means to me. Some of my friends have already gone so far, they are on their way now to success. I saw them settling to other places with a happy smile in their faces. That’s how I ask myself ” When will I achieve mine”, “Two years from now, where will I be?”. I can’t let myself like this, doing nothing.
I have the career, stable job but I am not happy which means there is still more to look forward into. Someone has taught me about “Goal setting”. After all these time, I have dreams for myself and for my family but never did to set what are those things and take time to execute them.
I remember about TFAR. T-hink, F-eel, A-ct = R-esult. These might be true to some who were very successful. Somehow I would like to make TFAR as part of my system. As a start I have listed my goals and hopefully I can see the results in a time frame indicated.
I call these my dream board :
- UNO business     - 1 week
- Gain Customers  - 2 months
- Savings                 - 1 months
- CAR!CAR!CAR!   - 1 year



hateful thinkin’
pinky — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 05:22:38 +0000
  
It makes me cry whenever I’m trying to move forward, but so hard to do.
Reaching my dreams, but can’t hardly see it.
Pist off! That had been given all these problems.
 
I wanted to shout and cry to relieve myself, but cannot throw it out.
Mostly I hate the world… I do not know what would really makes me happy.
Or What I want. All I know is I’m terrible in need financially.
 
I really hate the world… these unfair world…. Why I’m not blessed? With good life, easy life!  
Circumstances like these, turns back a memory of hatred to my father. He owe me big and that he must pay. —



I will have you
pinky — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 05:29:02 +0000
  
If there are those who thinks negative more often in their day to day routine, I’m probably one of them. I have so many wants in life, but the problem rises whenever I think that I cannot achieve it due to lack of ways and means how to acquire them.
I’ve been longing to have a car someday. But time is running and seems I feel like I wanted to have it now and can’t wait for the next two years. The question is How will I suppose to obtain one, when I can’t even pay my credit card updated?! I should settle them first before hitting of the big thing.
A new found friend used to hear me saying this words “sana”. He explains that “sana” is not the right word for a person who wants to succeed in life. The term notes only that I am just wishing and in that case, I might only depends on whatever comes my way. He has taught me about the idea of TFAR which means. T-hink, F-eel, A-ct = R-esult. The word itself has already defines how we run our lives. If we are eager to succeed then this is the best way to do. Be positive.
As I think it over, He has a point. Let’s say, I want a brand new car (that’s what I always thinking of), I can feel that I could have it by next year or in the next two years. I will start to work with UNO as part time activity and start to work with my small business. By then, I will no longer say “I hope I can have her” but instead I should say “I will have her.”
My dream cars :

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Then, do something!
pinky — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 03:19:33 +0000
  
I was searching for hopes though desperate to solve my problems. Well, what’s new?I told myself. All these time I’ve been thinking about so many things, planning to do this and that. But what makes all these things pulling me down and making me distracted is MONEY. Money problems is really pissing me off. Damn Shit!
All I want is a simple life. I know that we cannot do away with problems because that’s REALITY. But why can’t I become that someone that I wanted to be? Why do others become more rich? Is that because they have “in born” possessions, and money?
I have searched different sites tackling about earning money, earning online etc etc. but none of them had convince me. Aside from that, It takes so much time before earning. I want something which I can really see right before my eyes and say “this is it, I’m earning”. But there is these one site, it’s actually a blog entitled PAYAMAN, I’ve read everything and it’s quite amazing. It’s a networking in process. But I like there products since the target market are for all ages. Glad I’ve met the guy behind the site, he had explained it to me well and trying to convince me that, if there is something that I wanted to achieved in life, I should start to work with them. There’s no harm in trying anyways. I really wanted to make a difference. I wanted to start my own  business. What’s the use of my degree if I will not utilize it.
But it’s funny you know, because the bottom line here?! Is still money, I need money for investment!



income for life
pinky — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 06:37:57 +0000
As I sit back and relax myself yesterday, my mind is like flying in the middle of nowhere can’t stop thinking about ways on how exactly I could earn money to start a business. I search every word that comes out in my head, until I have reach to these so called “income for life” site. As I’ve watched the presentation, pretty amazing. The details are captivating. But at the back of my head, this might be just another spam.
I realized that to succeed you should be a risk taker. That trial and error is always present when it comes to business.
I have spent $10 to sign up and see what can I really get from it. To test my earning power as well.
In other words, now I have the domain, free to watch the presentation. And if you feel like wanted to be part of the team, then sign up and let’s all build an income for life.



I wish
pinky — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 04:11:00 +0000
It pissed me off, when sometimes I’m drown with problems. and it’s a shit!especially when it comes to financial matters. Why does I’m being challenge this way?I know everything has a purpose. That this is how God set things for us. I’m still young and have a long way to go.
Until now, I still can’t figure out what to do and how to handle things in its right order. There are so many things that I wanted to achieve in life, but I guess those will be all just for a wish. I’m getting started to loose hope. Whenever I can’t find ways to move forward it really feels so shit!then ask..how do others get rich?how come they looks like they don’t have problems?…
It is not right to question God, though sometimes I can’t help but ask with anger.  Even blame my damn father wherever he is, who should have been responsible to stood up as the head of the family. We won’t suffer financially, if he only was committed to his obligations. I don’t care if he already has his own second damn family or whatever, as long as was responsible enough.
Some would ask “what will you do if you see your father”, I always replied ” I will tell him long time no see, you owe me that even a million is not enough for that 22 years.”
I am very ambitious which I know that before I can have those desires I must work hard for it, but why am I feel so weak and empty. I’m I not being true to myself?There is like an energy that pulls me down.
I wish i can get through all of these. Lately I’ve been thinking about buying a car, hahahaha , funny isn’t it?
I promise to myself that I can have that someday… if others can do, why can’t I..  I guess I’ll just need to re charge myself, think positive and aim high to reach that goal. aja!!