anger
Last night I lost my temper! I wanted to squeeze and hit my cousin the best that I could for his being disrespectful. Damn! He is really burden. That time there’s nothing else in my mind but a violent reaction. I think my patience has already come to an end. If only I was not educated enough, I don’t know what could I have done. A minute ago I saw a picture of a machine that is being use for refractive surgery. I told myself, what if I will throw out this machine on him, let’s see what he can do.
Coming home drunk in my own home? That’s how disrespectful he is. He shouldn’t be at home. Until this morning I am still angry. Why there are people like him?. I am person who is kind to help especially with close relatives but if that person has no shame, no signs of being responsible and respect, nothing in return but trouble, wow!that is a big problem. You know what I’m thinking? I want him out of my house. I want him to live in his own. I want him to work hard for his living not just to be dependent from me and my mum because in the first place he is not my brother and he is just a relative.
I NEED CASH
My mind is bewildered with so much extent, anger, confusion. A thing that only slips in my brain in seconds that at anytime I could explode but still trying to keep myself calm. You know, since I started to work and fill an importance into every step that I make and decisions that I should be taking, there are still disappointments that I take which makes me felt so useless.
I am pre-occupied! Mentally and emotionally. Problems can never be avoided so I anticipate every situations that comes along the way. Just like now, Cash is a very big problem. I have already availed citifinacial cash loans and I like it so much because it was been fast and easy. I got the money that’s why I have paid all the necessary bill payments and some was for home improvements. While living in this world I know that debts will always be a shadow. So I guess, extra careful and right budget shall always be the two things that I must keep in mind. Advertisements can be very tempting right? Just like inheritance loans, a funding company that promotes cash loans. Fast and Easy. As of now, I’m waiting for my loan results, everyday I pray that it will be granted because I really need cash badly.
Fulltime blogger
Financial matters is the number one reason why each and everyone are really striving so hard to earn. Yes! Money isn’t everything I know. But we cannot deny the fact that in away it also runs our lives. We cannot buy the things we want nor able to provide our needs without it. That is why, it’s been a year that I keep on blogging and make used of my ability to write not just because I earn but at the same time I learned and improved my writing skills. Though sometimes perhaps there are certain things which I’d like to discuss well, or share what I have in mind but cannot fully explain in english considering that this is not really our language.
To keep update on what’s new online and keep update with my blogs I’m kind of thinking about buying a personal computer at home. So that, you know I can also make use of my free time at home in blogging. Actually if I can purchase one of these days, I’ll make sure it’s all worth it. In fact, I have visited sites which I believed can help me find a product with good brand and high quality. I was even hook up with computer keyboard tray. I hope soon I can have one.
Hold On
It’s been days that I have been so bother about my career. Considering that we are in the middle of crises that a company can normally encounter. I’m scared of course because if one day and if ever they will come up with a decision to separate ways (if you know what I mean) I don’t have a job to fall back on. Then that means I have to start looking for another one. I really hate to think about it. As I’m thinking to much it causes stress for me and I feel so ugly because the more I get worried, the more pimples comes out in my face.
I believed, that there is nothing constant in this world but change. Unfortunately, I wasn’t prepared for these change. It’s okay if I have only save bigger amount of money that at least I can start a business career while looking for brighter opportunities. It might be a lesson for me. Sometimes, I could even think of something that I’m not used to or ask myself how do others make instant money on casinos? Several sites has made me interested about like slots online, as I have read it looks like it’s just a click away. In online slot machines site, there you can find a variety of slots to choose from. The payouts and bonuses are cool! I think I should try it one of these days. There’s no harm in trying anyways.
FULLY LOADED
“Good Morning, Your housing loan has already been approved. Please visit our office immediately”. I was happy upon receiving the text message that day. I can’t believed that it was granted. Now, this is much of a responsibility. My credit cards, my loans and now here comes an add to my monthly expenses. This must have just the start of everything. That day, I keep on thinking what could be possible things to do just to cope up with routinary expenditures. I have so many things in mind but I’m afraid to take risk because I don’t want to be a failure in the end.
My cousin has giving me advices and ideas that I guess might be good enough. I am planning to put up a business and I assigned her to manage while I’m in the office. I have come up with the idea since I wanted to generate a monthly income to suffice my needs as well as to help my cousin. In no time, we will settle things, buy some furnitures for the house. To be even more comfortable, I even browse reliance relocation site to you know, learn some moving tips. You might wander what is reliance relocation is all about. This is actually a service moving company that provides a wide range of quality service to every customer. Furthermore, reliance relocation is a budget friendly plus great moving deals awaits. I hope it will work and goes well.
SUMMER TIME
The sun is up! The world is bright and beautiful place to explore in. There is no doubt about that, but while you’re at it, keep your skin pretty by following this guide:
- Go on heavy moisturizers as summer makes skin oilier.
- Hydrate your skin from weather by drinking plenty of water
- If you’re prone to break out combat that by switching to acne skin care products and exfoliate your skin.
- Protect your skin from sun by using sunblock. Start with SPF 15 or if you are fair and your skin burns easily used SPF 30 sunblock.
Source : www.cosmeticsonline.info/
Marrying a Millionaire
There’s no harm in dreaming, as a matter of fact some success stories has reach far because they never stop dreaming. If I were to ask how will I picture myself a year from now, the scenario will be this :
- I will be waking up in the morning in an elegant room. My husband calls from the kitchen that breakfast is ready. Serving hotdog, bacon, bread and butter with a delightful taste of fresh fruits. It’s been years that I left my first company home. I never stop to think about being a flight attendant, so eventually I was blessed and given the chance to become one. With flights I used to travel around the world without spending much. I get married to someone I loved and he also became very successful with his business. We earn so much but by counting our blessings we didn’t forget to share it to others. Since I loved kids, street children were our priority. Donations is the least we can do, in extending our gratitude for all the blessings we have received. On working days, I and my husband were seriously bombarded with hectic schedules so we see to it that on spare time together, every minute is very important and as couple normally we find many ways to start our day right. As leisure to hit off in casino’s is exciting. Just for fun. But as always I’m a girl who easily gets bored. So my one in a million husband who has still very understanding, I’m the boss and he can’t say no to my suggestions. I told him that playing online casino is more “IN” today. This can be easily played in the comforts of our own home. Site such as online casino list can give as a glimpse on how to play wise and easy. Plus a lot of bonuses to offer. My life can never be so happy without my husband. He is a millionaire in a sense that he has given me a millions of love, care and importance. And that means so much.
Life is full of surprises, so if I were to dream, why not make it big?
Patience
Sitting on the couch with my cousin rose has started an hilarious conversation. We were discussing about her monster in law and the situation with her damn irresponsible boyfriend. When she was not giving birth yet, she has told me every details about what she have been doing in that house. She do the laundry, cooking and even taking care of her boyfriend’s younger sibling. Damn! “ Were you brought there as an extended house keeper?, Isn’t it proper that you will be doing all the household?” I asked her. I think she has the right to refuse especially that her baby is almost time to come out, so she needs rest.
When I asked her to sleep over the house, so that mum will be able to see baby tzeilzane I’ve heard that the monster (in law) was not supposed to allow my cousin to stay at home with the baby. In seconds, I feel I’m bursting into anger but I’m trying to stay calm. Besides, we are not in the same level anyways and I still have respect for elders. I told rose “just be patient at this time, save your energy, so that next month we can continue what we have plan”. A small business is what we are dealing about. You know, at least we can have small income, who knows, we can make it big in the long run. “Maybe try to pamper yourself for now, play online casino games. As far as I remember you are very good in terms of money. Browse on online casino links website, there you can find wide games to choose from. Then if you have already learned, I will be asking you to teach me how, ok?” Our conversation last until midnight laughing around. It’s a great bonding.
Make Big
One night, when the sky is clear and looking through the horizon, I can’t help but think of fantasies like a growing kid. I used to imagine what if I was a celebrity. You know, waving while on parade, signing autographs and close to limelight. Isn’t a wonderful experience? I might talking this way, because I’m not in their shoe. It seems they have all the luck in life. Beauty and Money. Don’t you think they are also pressured in cases like, there are wrong issues that is being written in several articles about them? I think, that will be very stressful their part.
If there is much trouble with the entertainment industry, maybe I’ll just forget about my hallucinations rather think of something good in the long run. How about business. Since in line with my education is business matters, who knows I might excel in this field. But I’m worried about few things which basically takes sometime for me to improved. You see, In business society ofcourse there’s always a need to socialize. Let’s say going to Corporate Entertainment. Sometimes duty calls, participation in organizing Corporate Events and Corporate Parties is a must. Now, if I put myself in it, it’s really a big change considering that my personality is in contrast with the role that I have to take part. Honestly I’m not an outgoing person and worst a shy type also. I guess there’s no problem along the way, it’s just that I have to take serious so that I can perform it well. This will help me anyway to build that self confidence, because that is really one big aspect that is lack in my system. There’s no way out anyways, I have chosen the business course so I should make use of it.
Take it slow
Credit cards are really enticing. Many times before leaving the house, I used to say “I will drop by the mall today, I will not use my credit card!I will not use my credit card!I will buy in cash!I will buy in cash!“. There are plenty of things to buy. You know, new fashion style, staff toys for kenny and other accessories. Last December was amazing . . the on going sales, Ideally, such occassion may seems to be the best time to use credit cards isn’t it? Shop while there still a discount. As always, my plans was didn’t work.
Just this month. I availed a cash advance in one of my credit cards. My purpose was to pay for my housing loan and not just anything. I have no other option nor could borrow money from. In a way, it is very helpful especially in a situation wherein you have no one to run to, considering at this times money is always a problem. Seldom you may find people or friends who are kind enough to help financially. Well, I guess no regrets when paying for these cards monthly, it’s purpose is not just for myself but for my family as well, what I’m just afraid about is , if ever time will come that I will lost my job..who knows?life is unpredictable, we don’t know what’s next. That is why, I need to make proper arrangements as to when to use my cards.
